MAGNETIC REVERIE Page 14

  When we left the car after traveling with the air conditioner on, I felt the heat. In south Croatia, summer temperatures are general relatively high. But the next minute was bearable due to the pleasant mistral winds that blew from the sea, which was practically less than a hundred meters in air distance from the parking. On the Croatian seaside, there are in private houses which are financially convenient accommodation options that also allow you talk to local people. Claire booked a small apartment with a bedroom, bathroom and a tiny kitchen in the old center of the city. As the city center was a pedestrian zone, we had to walk a few minutes to reach our accommodation. Walking down the little narrow streets made of stone and looking at everything around us made time pass by quickly. The house we stayed in was just a few meters below St. Michael’s fortress. As glad as I was to be indoors with Claire, I was also eager to go out and discover what the place had to offer. I just arrived there but I was already in love with the city.

  The landlady was a friendly middle aged woman. She seemed to be in a hurry to deal with the welcome arrangements and went upstairs to where she lived. As it was almost 1:00 PM she was most probably preparing lunch for her family or just about to set the table. And thinking of that made me feel hungry also so I suggested Claire to leave the unpacking for later and go grab something to eat. It was so easy to agree upon everything with her, so two minutes later we were out wandering the streets of this lovely town. At each step there were coffee places, terraces with ice cream, pizza and restaurants. As Claire was already there I let her decide where we should go to eat. She showed me the way towards the promenade. And there I saw the sea again, just few minutes from us in all its magical blue color.

  We sat at a table in a restaurant with sea view and of course we wanted to taste the local food. The restaurant offered Dalmatian traditional delicacies and it was hard to pick just something as we wanted to try them all. But as we just arrived, we knew there will be other occasions to try what we wouldn’t this time. So we went with a starter of homemade prosciutto and cheese and grilled fish.

  The food was delicious. The atmosphere in general was very pleasant, looking at the sea, enjoying the wind blowing and the sea gulls flying around. But as we woke up early that day we felt bit tired already so we decided to take an afternoon nap, something that local people would do during the hot summer days. So why not follow the locals?

  After a short nap I woke up before Claire and I wanted to make myself useful and prepare coffee.

  “Oh babe, thank you for preparing the coffee. It smells so good,” and she kissed me nice and long.

  “Oh sugar, if I get to be kissed like that I would cook it more often.” And the next kiss was in coffee flavor.

  “Babe, this is the type of coffee I enjoy the most.”

  “I will then make sure you always get it.” Our conversation was sweet and romantic.

  “Babe, when I am with you, my life gets a different horizon. Everything about you makes me happy. Honestly I enjoy everything you do or say from the first moment I saw you. For me this is just another confirmation that you are the best for me.”

  She kissed me again like never before.

  “After a kiss like this chances are that we will not make it to the beach today” she said it very sensually. I might have showed some hesitation so that she immediately said. “But don’t worry babe, we will go now.”

  As it was already past 4 PM, we decided to go to the city beach called Banj, which was in walking distance from our accommodation. I wouldn’t leave yet the intimacy of our apartment and even if I hesitated for a moment I wouldn’t actually mind spending the rest of the day in her arms, but I wanted us to enjoy the sea and the sunny weather as well. This will be also the first time to be with Claire at the beach.

  In just few minutes we were ready to go. Claire was so sexy in her navy blue with white straps swimming suit and a light blue sarong, I barely could take my eyes off of her. What else could I wish for. I felt happy also looking at the wide blue sea and at the islands that could be seen in front of us.

  We spent couple of wonderful hours enjoying the sea and the sun, being childish and funny. We acted like we had no worries. And actually we didn’t, at least I managed to just live and enjoy the moment. And it was truly a moment pure of love and enjoyment. Was it the sea, the air, the wind or just Claire?

  We returned from the beach and the first thing I did was to take a shower to wash off the salt from the sea. I felt bit tired because of swimming and the sun, but I was happy, we were really enjoying our holidays, from the very first moment. When I came out, Claire was waiting next to the bathroom door and she took me immediately in her arms and kissed me passionately. “I have been waiting for this the moment since we left the apartment.” And yes the feeling was reciprocal. I could feel the salty taste on her lips and I found that really sexy. I longed for her kisses. I was thinking of them while swimming or when we were laying on the beach, looking at her, seeing her sensual lips.

  I so wanted to kiss this woman, but it wasn’t something I could do when other people were watching.

  During this passionate kiss, I didn’t even notice when my bathrobe fell off and I was left in my thongs only. Claire was looking at me with admiration and I found the feeling enjoyable.

  “Who are you?” she said and I remembered that it was a part of our affectionate talk and I realized that I liked it. Her hands were playing with my wet long red hair, our lips were enjoying the long waited touch, while I felt a little bit ashamed that she most probably could see my breasts. But she was smiling so nice and sexy, that it really relaxed me and I felt comfortable and not at all embarrassed. Most probably she was thinking that I would feel better if she would be naked also, so with a fast move, she took her top off and was left only with the lower part of bathing suit on her.

  Her torso was willowy, her breasts rather small but firm and pertinent, her hips were narrow and her belly flat and the long legs made her look gracefully. One could see she was exercising regularly, her body was in such a good shape. Her shoulders weren’t too wide but they matched perfectly the rest of the body.

  I went up on my toes and my lips slid over hers again. She enjoyed the kiss but made it a longer one this time. Her hands were running all over me, while mine went up and started touching her. Timidly I reached her breasts and I could feel that they were firm and at my touch they rose sharply. I didn’t plan to touch them and for sure Claire didn’t expect me to either, but I did, I cupped them in my palms. They fit perfectly and Claire moaned approving that she enjoyed the touch. I felt I was unsure what I should or could do and she felt it too. She started touching my breasts, like in a way showing me what I could do also to her, and smiled at the knowledge of how she was affecting me as my nipples harden. After all these passionate kisses and touches I was bursting with need. I felt embarrassed of my lust, but I couldn’t hide it. She could sense it, so she slowly pushed me towards the bed. She was amazing, one moment very gentle, next one bit harsh and very dominate. She knew what to do, no doubt about it. She took off my underwear, the last piece of clothes I had on me and I stepped out of them without hesitation. She had full control over my body. I wasn’t sure if I was ready for a next step, but I was sure she wouldn’t force me into anything. And this proved to be something that I wanted, as I started first to touch her breasts, giving her in this way the sign that she can go further. She was on top of me, but she was so light, I almost didn’t feel her weight, but definitely I was enjoying the feeling given by the touch of our naked bodies. But suddenly I froze, as part of me wanted, just that the timid part of me wasn’t sure if I was capable to go further. I hesitated for a moment as I didn’t know how this goes, as it was my first time with a woman. She must have understood that and she just whispered me “Don’t worry, you don’t need to do anything, just leave yourself to me! Trust me! I will take good care of you, you know I love you!” She kissed me and I felt safe, desired and loved. So I let myself freely in her arms. She kissed m
e more, she pushed her tongue deeper and withdrew it and made me think for a moment that she changed her mind. She laid on her right side next to me. I looked confused at her but she gave me a nice naughty smile and her lips leaned forward to run her tongue lower on my body, my neck, between my breasts, on one nipple while her hand was touching gentle with round circles the other one. I felt arousal growing in me rapidly. Then she moved the hand which was going lower and lower and I was gasping with desire. And when her fingers touched me down there I couldn’t appose to it. At first she was touching me gentle and I could feel that I was so wet. Oh my, how could she drove so much excitement in me. She noticed it also and this gave her confirmation to continue. Her lips were still on mine, while her fingers were pushing and pressing on my clitoris. As the speed was growing I felt I was going to explode out of pleasure. My head was dizzy, my body was shuddering. She wanted it to be gradual, to last as long as possible. She seemed satisfied with my reactions. While kissing and following the moves of her tongue, quicker now, bit out but sustaining the contact, I felt like I am pushing my lower part towards her hand so that I could feel the touch of her fingers more. Her hand was moving faster now and I could feel her desire to drain me out. And she did so until I felt it and the feeling was amazing. I felt I collapsed so I moved my head aside and she withdrew her hand and hugged and kissed me gentle.

  “Oh babe, my babe!” I was laying in her arms for I don’t know how long. I felt tears in my eyes, tears of pleasure, of joy. “This was wonderful!” I said and kissed her passionate and gratefully. “I am happy to hear that, it was my pleasure! And I could feel it, I surely did!” she said it with a naughty smile.

  “Now it is my turn, but I don’t know if I can do it as good as you!” I felt really sad for it, but she just kissed me again and hugged me. “Shh… everything is fine, don’t worry. We have time. This night was for you only.” All that that happened showed such an honest and unselfish insight and in a way naturalness that I gained new emotions for the woman next to me. I wanted to give her the same pleasure that she gave me, but I was like frozen, not because of orgasm, but because I felt I can’t do it to her, at least not yet.

  Women are splendid, wonderful creatures, but I didn’t know that one of them could give me so much pleasure and will become my passion as I was already hers for more than three years. No man yet has given me a thrill equal to what Claire was giving to me. Not in this way at least.

  The expression of her eyes was often innocent, she felt fragile in my hands, delicate bones, firm and smooth skin, but she could be so strong and dominant when she took me. A combination of extremes that was driving me crazy in a sexual way.

  We covered ourselves and fell asleep naked. Two slim bodies that took a small space of the bed, but the emotions that we felt for each other were big. I mean, mine were growing, hers most probably were like this for a longer time. She fell asleep next to me, keeping me tight, her soft breathing was relaxing me, but I needed bit longer time as I was recalling what just happen. It was a mix a feelings, the great pleasure that I felt and the surprise that I could let myself to her despite my timidity. And I wished for it again. Should I feel ashamed?

  I woke up early in the morning, to my surprise before Claire did. I wasn’t surprised this time that I had skipped reality. I knew I felt like this because of what had happened last night. I felt really refreshed. Yes, when I first remembered it, I blushed. But I didn’t have much time to think about it as Claire woke up and I gave her a long passionate kiss that was in the same time saying good morning and thank you for the night before. I was aroused immediately. It felt so good to feel her kisses and her warm body next to mine.

  “I am going to shower. Care to join me?” her invitation sounded appealing, but I couldn’t explain why I hesitated. “It’s okay babe, stay in bed, it is too early for you. I will go for a short morning run till you wake up!” she kissed me again and I felt that my hesitation didn’t create any hard feelings.

  She wanted to take advantage of the lower temperatures early in the morning and I understood it. I also felt that some time on my own would do me good. My mind was full of pleasant memories of last night. Kissing Claire became normal to me, but making love was a big step, a step I didn’t know I would dare to make. But I was glad I did. For the moment, it was just her giving me pleasure. I enjoyed making love and had orgasms with men, but it didn’t feel the same, with Claire. It was hard to define why it was different. It wasn’t about the orgasm, but because of the emotions I felt and the depth of the closeness I experienced with her. She had a special way of controlling me with a sweet and soft touch. In her eyes, I saw great determination along with love, lust and satisfaction. Uh! Just thinking of it made me want her more. I stepped out of bed and decided to take a shower to cool down. After the shower, I realized that she hadn’t returned from her run, so I decided to make breakfast. I wasn’t very fond of cooking, but I was having actually lots of energy.

  Each moment we were spending together was full of harmony and positive feelings. But this is something normal for two people in love, right? It was also very easy to agree upon what we will do during the day. We had a car and close to Šibenik there were so many great places to visit, so many nice beaches that were just waiting for us.

  After the breakfast, as Claire knew better the surroundings, I accepted immediately her proposal and we took our things for the beach and walked to the car. When out of the city, the view of the sea was so relaxing and in less than twenty minutes we reached our destination. The place called Galešnica was definitely not very known for the tourists, but my Claire knew it. She impressed me every day with something new.

  The beach was great, not too crowded. It was a peaceful place and also there were enough pine trees to make us shadow, so the sun wouldn’t burn us too much, the wind was blowing enough to help us chill and the sea was clean and calm. A paradise to swim without worries. Close to the beach there was only one house. After few hours on the beach while we managed to steal a single kiss when we made sure no one would look at us, we were both making fun that it would be nice to go and check if maybe there is any room for rent in that house. As crazy as it sounds, I would pay even a high price for that room just to get to be with Claire in that exact moment. Looking at Claire I was sure that she had the same thoughts in mind. This was another thing that we had in common; we didn’t need words to let us know what we think and want.

  Without saying a word, both of us stood up, put sarong over the bathing suits, took the small bags with important documents and money and moved away from the beach. But to my disappointment I saw that Claire is going in the direction opposite to the house. So on my face she could notice immediately an expression of disappointment.

  “What’s wrong babe?”

  “I was just happy imagining that both of us were thinking at the same thing and I was really sure that we were going for it and now I feel like a fool.”

  “I must admit that I enjoyed the fact that you stood up the same time as me, without asking and I was thinking that some kind of telepathy really functions between us, but I was just about to tell you what my plan was. There is no need for you to feel like a fool. Tell me babe. What was it that you thought of?”

  “No sweetie. Right now it will make me feel even worse if I tell you. You better tell me what your plan is.” I really couldn’t tell her now, I really felt stupid of actually thinking renting a room for two hours. I didn’t even bother with what the owners would think to be the reason that two young women would like to book a room for just few hours in the middle of the day. I had no idea if that was even possible, but I felt stupid for thinking of it and for even being so sure that Claire would actually go for it. If she was already three years with me, maybe it was less exciting for her to be intimately so often.

  I felt foolish, I knew that it’s the love and passion that made me like that so I should just relax. But most probably Claire noticed how I felt as she came closer to me and hugged me tight and kissed
me on the cheek. That really helped me feel better. I felt less foolish, having at least bit of contact with her body and seeing that she really cares for me to feel good, I threw away the feeling that she might feel bored with me. I was actually foolish to think that her passion decreased, as she showed it to me already enough.

  We started walking in the direction opposite the house I just tried to forget about, when Claire insisted that I tell her what I was thinking about earlier. To my satisfaction she was really impressed.

  “Babe, I would do that immediately if I knew that you really wished for it. Let’s go. I don’t care what the owners will think. We are anyway in another country so we shouldn’t worry so much.”

  It felt really good hearing this, but I decided to be rational and wait few more hours until we return to our apartment. I was really curious to see what Claire intends to show me.

  First, I thought she wanted us to go very close to the big wall we saw on our right while driving to the place. The wall marked Peninsula Oštrica and was built in the 15th Century. It was about six to nine meters tall and from what Claire told me, I knew that it had an important role in the defense of local people against the Turks. Among the locals, it was also known as the Bastion or the Chinese Wall. I smiled at the name that the local people had given it. It reminded me of how witty Croatian people could be, especially in Dalmatia. We stood near the bottom of the wall. I saw Claire crossing some wooden stairs. For me, it seemed like a forbidden area but I followed her and she helped me climb up, making sure I didn’t fall.

  “Are you sure we are allowed there?” I asked, being rational and careful.